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I'm just a kid trying to survive being a teen, I've tried to find a disease or disorder that I can relate to, but so far I can only find myself with Dysthymia. I'm definately a big one on music, mainly the Red Hot Chili Peppers and Kill Hannah. I'm a good drummer, it's my genes, though. I'm also searching for a belief or something I can fit into. I'm very undecided, I have no idea what kind of person I am or want to be, which usually makes me feel like I'm in my own prison, and makes me depressed. Emo, definately. I'm also a very deep thinker; sometimes I think of things that is bizarre and unfamiliar, even to myself. Dreams, mostly, a recent one was where I was floating in a chapel with a Michelangelo-looking painting on the ceiling, clouds were below me, and a satanic figure was beckoning me to follow him into the moon of the cieling painting. It's wierd, like a fourth dimesion or something, just so bizarre it depresses me and makes me wonder if I belong in this life or world or dimension, almsot like an Outer Limits show, but WAY more strange.
